early to bed and early to rise leaves a man so fucked up that he dies
I recently spent one night in the ER and 3 subsequent nights in the hospital.
During my time in the ER, a nurse said I was “circling the drain” and my body temp dropped to 95/96 degrees…. I don’t even know how I’m still alive. But they said I was a fighter.
I had a horrible case of covid along with thyroid related health issues, and my potassium had dropped dangerously low. I was throwing up nonstop for days, even in the hospital, even with anti-nausea medications. They had to withhold food, water, and even ice chips from me for days.
I cannot count how many IV and other bags of fluid I got. A million blood tests, blood thinners, medications, poking and prodding. Now, I am slowly recovering, but still experiencing the end effects of covid, along with a rapidly racing heartbeat and other symptoms as a result of my imbalanced thyroid.
I am in dire financial straits, in the middle of a move, and trying to get (me and) my puppy out of an abusive situation.
I will likely be going between my parents’ home (where I am now), my brother’s apartment, and my cousin’s apartment. My parents’ home is not a safe place, I’ve experienced a lot of abuse at their hands, and even in the bedroom I’m staying in now.
My car is at my old place, and I will hopefully retrieve it tomorrow (Nov. 19th) along with other clothes, shoes, books, etc. I have next to no energy but I need to take what I can.
Honestly, I don’t know what else to say except I really fucking need help. I’m willing to explain more about my situation in private, not that there’s much more to say.
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I can edit essays, tutor, do social media management, do art commissions, and my friend has graciously offered to do pet portraits on my behalf to raise funds. If my car AC is fixed I can Uber or deliver. If y’all have any other ideas for earning I’m all ears.
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Stained glass door made from Pantone swatches by: Armin Blasbichier
Made from 585 colorful laminated diapositives, sitting on glass in a laminated wooden frame, the ‘T III: Inception Door’ guards a private residence in Luson, Italy.
“Oh hell yeah finally some good information about Pythagoras and Goetia, this is really interes- what the fuck is snake-blasting.”
“Huh. I guess the Chaldean Babylonian sorcerers blasted snakes.”
me: put your hips into it
my skeleton thrall making soup: how will i walk
I love you dead punctuation marks.
Christian Mølsted - The Pig’s Escape (ca. 1900)